Saturday, October 3, 2009

I swear, if there was no hell, I would murder everyone

I'll separate 3 people into Mr.A, Mr.B and Mr.C

Let's begin with Mr.A. Well, firstly...STAY OUT! I mean, it's nice to help me, but don't tell other people lies and bullshit. Ask them to help me. F*** la. (Note: I hate taking orders. And I mean HATE it. That's why I hate learning new things unless done by myself or I wish for lessons) Just shut your bloody mouth about me to other people and just go back to what you were before. I feel like ruining your life for a change.

Now, Mr.B. You think you're such a smartass? Well...YOU'RE NO- Wait, you are a little. Not the point! Don't go lecturing me about useless stuff which I give no bloody F*** about. You look at things differently and I look at them differently. And just because I don't know how to talk back doesn't mean you're right. You can help, but don't give me the 'I'm better at this than you' act. I can do it, if I bloody hell want to.

And, Mr.C. You're just a bloody annoying pain in the ass. But, most of the time, you're my bro. Or mate. Or whatever. Why don't you and everyone else in this bloody F***ing world just be nice? Just because, I can't talk back or argue doesn't mean you can insult me and make a joke of me just to make others laugh or think you're a F***ing smartass. Well, YOU, are a hypocrite. I can bet that you don't like what you're hearing but you're being mature. I get it. Unlike me. But, who gave you the RIGHT to judge me. I'm playful. So what? I like it. If it just makes you want to insult me, GO TO HELL!! Everyone may think the same thing about me, but if you just want to hold it in and insult me whenever it suits you, then...I can't say anything except 'May God watch over you'. And I speak about everyone when I speak of Mr.C.

If you guys know me so well, then you should have known that most of my smiles are all fake. My heart is never with you all. And...well, my mind does wander a lot. Can't help it. You guys keep secrets from me, I don't. I trust you to it. If you don't trust me, then...I...forget it. Friends like you don't come often. You're all F***ing pain in the asses. But, I still call you friends. So, this is just to say what I really feel in my head, almost every minute of my life. But, if you don't care, then be it. But......I'll still watch your backs for you.

-SCG-

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